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I don't know what is wrong with me sometimes. I think i want to make myself unhappy .. ugh.... Well i still haven't told D that it is over and I am already flirting with his best friend M. I was just talking with him and I think basically every other word that came out of our mouths was flirtation. Yes, nothing is wrong with harmless flirtation, but it is the aftermath that has its consequences. Because I don't know if I want more than harmful flirtation. I would be going out with him and his friends tonight (not D tho) except I am sick so I can't. I don't know if that is a good or bad thing. Well what I need to know is what M thinks is going on between us, if maybe he wants more too. Well i am confused and I don't know what to do, because I can't come straight out and ask him :S Yikes IM SO CONFUSED